Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Why Worry?

Yay! I'm officially accepted as an Iris Harvest School of Missions Student:)

You have no idea how excited I am. For real!

I got my acceptance letter on July 17 for Harvest School 17. My birthday is also on the 17th. The number 17 has a lot of spiritual meanings but since it is a multiple of 7, it means greater spiritual perfection. wow!

Jesus' plans are just crazy.

What I'm doing now is praying a LOT, getting connected with other people on facebook who are going to HS too, praying for finances, getting paperwork done, praying some more, sending out newsletters, and trying to hear Jesus' voice in all the craziness.

I've been super overwhelmed today. Trying to figure out finances and such. I know that I know that I know that Jesus will provide all that I need in time. But looking at the numbers right now, it looks pretty much impossible. How in the world am I supposed to get around $6,000 by the end of August?! What, Jesus?! To the human eye this is just completely insane for someone who currently doesn't have a job or very much money saved up.

But that's the beauty of it. Jesus doesn't want us to look at things through our human eyes. If we did that, then we would just live in constant fear and worry cause it simply looks impossible. Jesus instead, wants us to look at things with our spiritual eyes. With Him, ALL things are possible! He has told me to go to Harvest School, and He promised that He will provide. So, I'm leaning on that promise. No matter how impossible it looks.

I can't keep living in worry. I need to simply let go and trust. I need to rest and watch Him work it out. I need to listen to what He wants me to do next.

He's such a good Papa God. Why should I have ANYTHING to worry about?! Seriously?! He's got it!

Just feeling a bit overwhelmed and stressed today but I'm trying to rest in Him. I would appreciate your prayers for constant joy and peace through this journey:)


  1. Have I told you lately I love you and am proud of you?!

  2. I found your blog through google under Harvest School! I'm accepted into HS17 too! Can't wait to meet you! :)